Mental Tug of War

Mental Tug of War

Confusing not sure what side I'm in

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Eat don't eat 

Never Ending 

Trying to silence the voices

Starvation works for one

Back and forth

Pick up the fork

Drop it again

Hungry-yet nauseous at the sight of food

Voices just keep getting louder

Not sure how to silence them

Looking for the Red and Black

Fades in fades out 

Fades in again 

Never on a timeline

Tying a knot 

Fraying edges

Fading control

The Mental Tug of War